Let The Games Begin!!!

i looked up at him "it looks infected. jazz has some disinfection cream. for now i'll just wrap it up."
very carefully and as gently as i could, i used the clean gauze to wrap his arm.

And before i know it... Im all alone. I try spearing fish with my knife while sitting on the edge of a stone in the shallow water. But it becomes difficult to retrieve the small blade on every missed shot. So i give up and just sit on the stone. Thank goodness for Robins talent in archery or i would be dead already. Speaking of which why does Robin keep disappearing? Just to leave me here by the stream where the careers are probably waiting for an easy target like me. Does she not realize how much i rely on her? I know that sounds pathetic but its true. Can what Harvey said be true? Is Robin really in a plot with Alec and the careers to eliminate me and Harvey? If so, why did she save my life? I know i should trust her, but i cant help feel suspicious.

i bit my lip because the wound hurt at the slightest touch.

"lets get you to Jazz. Its getting kinda late and i dont want her and Harvey alone for too long." i helped him stand

"im not sure about going back."

"what'd you mean? you have to come back. look what happened to you when you left."

"i cant get attached..." he wispered

I start feeling really tense and i feel a panic attack coming on. it worsens when i try to go back to the side of the stream, and the current speeds up. i hestitate before going anyways, and i immediately regret that decision. i underestimated the strength of the water, and im carried away down the stream. now i really start to panic as i am surged underwater and swallow mouthfulls at a time. my mind races back to the time where i almost drowned as a child. i realize death is upon my shoulder either way. i can drown here, or be swept away for some other tribute to find me and kill me anyways. since after all, nobody even knows im in danger.